February 27, 2007
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I’m Done
So yeah, fuck stuff eh? In case you can’t guess, I’m not in a good mood at all – pissed really. I’m just tired of being used and taken advantage of by my “friends”…really fucking sick of it. I have to ponder how many true friends I have. I’m so sick of being rejected for nothing. Pushed away like some sort of animal that deserves no shelter. Fuck you! Why don’t you curl up in a corner somewhere and shelter yourself next time you want my help then? I’m tired of this. I have very few true friends. Everyone else, fuck off, you don’t deserve my help anymore. You should probably know who you are. Prove me wrong or back the fuck off. I’m out.
- I got this from Patrick’s xanga but it applies to my situation right now PERFECTLY!
i hate taking crap like this… why do i? somewhere inside of me do i actually like this? is it some kinda thrill to me to continue this pointless pursuit? whatever, all i know is that it is bringing me down emotionally.
yeah, i’m gonna but a big long bad-ass post about science bowl up soon, stay tuned and good luck with life
Comments (7)
I’m feelin ya truly man. It’s never easy. But I’m here at least, I can promise you that. Honestly, I don’t think I’m much help right now anyway, but hey o well, by fall none of us will have to see each other again, so who cares! yay…
-Patrick-
walter, i worry about you, lad. you have spent a great deal of your own time worrying about others – many times when they did not deserve anyone’s worry. i have always appreciated all of your efforts to help cheer me up, so i will make my own efforts to help cheer you up:
i actually still have not watched the departed, but i think im going to do that before i do my bio assignment. haha, actually when do i ever put my bio assignment first?
that is a chutish icon, btw. i really enjoyed it. definitely something you would come up with.
im glad you took the first step, realizing the problem. im here to help you with the next step: finding a solution.
as for “good luck with life”, i believe that applies to you most of all.
-sushant
haha, i didnt do it. =) it will hav to do! i like it. its the “CUTE” side of me thats been hidden realli deeep down inside of me. and dude, man, srsly, cheer up! we got three months left, lets make the most of it!! =D
hey man. ummm we should probably hang out sometime.. haha. perhaps ill kick your ass at tennis or something.. haha jkjk so yea. umm hope things get better for you. later
hehe. no. thats no fun. =)
haha that was some crazy shit you pulled after school today. especially after i had said “nothing was wrong”. lol you are one heck of a friend, let noone tell you otherwise. by the way, speaking of tennis, i think duong told me that he officially doesnt want to do it anymore. so i am without a partner, thus i cannot play this semester. ahh well, you gain some and you lose some. atleast ive got more time to focus on UIL/APs =/
thanks for being a dumbass and a baddass friend =)
-sushant
That’s actually a medium well idea.
I take exception from this post because I have never depended on you for anything and you have never opened up to me enough for me to even know that you’re having problems.
What a wonderful relationship, eh?